You belong to the land

hey angels, 

I wanted to check in and give a little update.. I have been inside a deeply transformative stage in my life, I feel like a lot of lessons have been balancing out and I am getting a deeper understanding of myself and the world around me.

Last year I moved to house on a large block of land. The year before that, myself and my daughter were completely uprooted and ungrounded and I was at the point where I wasn't sure what I wanted or where I wanted to be. 

This experience was a physical manifestation of some very real internal wounds that I had been choosing to ignore. 

This experience pushed me deeper into understanding my own wants, needs and desires - all of the heart.

It also helped me to understand the difference between the head and the heart and how both communicate. 

I have been choosing to heal some very real, deep wounds. Healing is a choice. You heal or you don't. You heal or you avoid. Both take equal as much energy. One energy flows up and the other pushes down. When the energy pushes up it pushes up things we don't always have capacity to see, feel and explore. When the energy flows up it changes your vision, the world around you changes because you change.  At times the choice to push down is the desire to stay in the version of life we are familiar with, only when the pain becomes too much, or something extreme happens, we may take the steps to move through and up... 

There is also a natural flow of energy, we can't manipulate or avoid. We cannot force change before it's ready.... just like forcing a flower to bloom in winter.... there is a natural process to life, and sometimes life is also about being in the season you are in and accepting it for what it is. Winter will always come, seasons will change, you will age, and that change is the beauty of life. the constant flow or forward movement. 

My question to you today is… where in your life are you pushing down…. Where are you applying energy to keep something the same… and I want to ask you this… why? why are you applying energy in this situation? Is it fear? Is it control? What would happen if you took your foot off the gas a little and seen what way the car wanted to go naturally….

And how would it feel to trust the outcome without knowing what is it….

Sending love to all you angels.

I’m always a message away.

Lucy J Grace.